Sick.

Emma has been sick the last couple of days, It's so sad watching her suffer. What is even worse is hearing her cry, it breaks my heart to pieces. I hate when something is not in my control. If I could control everything around me, Emma would not be sick right now. I love that little girl, please go away cold. 

 She is finally almost able to crawl, I give it another week before she does, so I have been stressing about keeping the house clean, who ever knew it was so hard to keep a house clean, it is like impossible ! I have to do it for Emma though so she can stay healthy and not hurt herself ! I cannot believe how fast she is growing up, I kind of hope she slows down a little, but then again, I'll be happy to quit changing her diapers all the time. Not looking forward to hearing "I hate you mom" when she is a teen though. I have never been so in love with something, it's hard to realize she is a little human being ! So cute. I'm looking forward to seeing her grow up, it'll be fun !

I guess when it comes down to it, being grown up isn't half as fun as growing up. These are the best days of our lives. The only thing that matters is just following your heart, and eventually you'll finally get it right.- The Ataris