I have been feeling a bit down. No I do not hate my life nor am I upset about it, I am just tired and annoyed with the same old same old. I am ready for adventure. I know with Emma that seems a little impossible, but what's my reason for that? Why would it be impossible? Because I'm lazy. That's just it. Of course I couldn't do anything crazy, but I need to step out of my little box. Live life...with Emma. Staying home all day is making me depressed. I miss being outgoing and a social hog. I'm ready to step out...
Am I wrong for saying this? I just miss being me. I feel like everyone dislikes me for having a baby. So what, mistakes happen. Everyone says who cares what others think, that's just a saying though, no one really goes for that. At least everyone I know doesn't. It's so hard to not to care what others think. So hard....maybe that's why I have been hiding in my little box...
When in doubt chicken out. True that.
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