Stress.

Patience is a virtue. Not in my world. It seems as if stress has overcome my state of mind. So much going on ALL the time. Parents divorce, death of a loved one, newborn baby, finances, friends and marriage ! So what do I do? I sit around holding everything in, pretending nothing is wrong. Is that the right and smart thing to do? Probably not, but I do it anyways. Sometimes I wish everything would stop. But with my luck it will continue on. 

I guess that's why patience is a virtue though, because once all the bad clears my mind, I'm still happy with my life. I have a beautiful baby, a lovely hubby, and amazing support ! So, lesson learned, Life sucks don't look at all the bad because there is always good in life, you just have to look at it in that point of view.